If you've been reading my posts, you already know that one of our dogs recently crossed the rainbow bridge. His name was Terp and I've been meaning to tell you more about him. Today's "Thankful Thursday" post does just that. In fact, I asked my husband if he would write about Terp for today since he's known him longer than I have. So today we're telling his story. It's a bit long, but I promise it's worth reading. I hope you'll stick with us to the end.
(Just to clarify, Terp was my in-laws' dog, but he basically became our dog as well because he spent so much time at our house and with our dog, Chance.)
But before we get to what he has to say, I just want to say this: I am more thankful than you know for having the opportunity to have Terp in my life. He taught me patience and tolerance and how love takes
work. (If you knew Terp, you know exactly what I mean.) But more than that, he taught me that you have to be yourself whether people like you or not. He taught me that it's okay not to care what other people think all the time. And he taught me that earning someone's trust and love is well worth it. That loyalty lasts forever.
I have more pictures of Terp to share, but here is what my husband had to say about his brother first:
~ Everyone
Becomes a Story and “Someday” Always Comes ~
We recently
had to say goodbye to one of our beloved puppies, Terp. He was almost 13 years old and he truly
enjoyed a tough but outstanding life. I’m
very sad over his passing, but I am more thankful for having known him. He was more than a dog - - he was a family
member and he was my friend.
To better
understand Terp, you have to know his story.
Terp was
born on August 1, 2002, and was one of a litter of nine. My father had always wanted a Weimaraner and
decided on Terp sometime in early October. He said to the breeder, “I want the one with
the white spot on his chest,” and he named him Terp after my college’s (the
University of Maryland’s) mascot, the terrapin.
I first officially
met Terp when I visited my parents one weekend in late October during my first
year of grad school and instantly fell in love with him. We immediately became friends. He was pure gray with said white spot on his
chest. He had sky blue eyes and ears
that dragged on the ground because they were so big.
As he grew,
Terp became physically gorgeous. I know
he was ours, but you would be hard pressed to find a better looking dog,
seriously. Unfortunately for Terp (and for
our family as it turned out), he was not as “beautiful” on the inside as he was
on the outside.
Terp was,
right from the start, ornery, stubborn, and definitely an alpha male. He had to have things his way -- at all
times. He would even sit in the front
passenger seat of the car and not allow anyone else to sit there when we
traveled. Aside from the driver,
everyone had to sit in the back. There
we were, driving down the street with Terp in the front seat and my Mom and me
in the back.
Terp’s
stubborness was very inconvenient on many occasions. The first such occasion occurred in February
of 2004 when Terp was a little over a year and a half old. Both of my maternal grandparents had recently
been diagnosed with cancer – my Nana with inoperable brain cancer and my
Pop-Pop with intestinal cancer. My
family, specifically my parents, had to spend a lot of time making my
grandparents comfortable, providing hospice care for the both of them. On February 20, 2004, my grandmother passed
away. Less than 28 hours later, on
February 21, 2004, after having a cigarette and a beer, my grandfather passed
away, saying, “I can’t believe my honey left me.”
My
grandparents’ viewing was scheduled for 6:30 pm on February 23. Because Terp was so high maintenance and
never liked being alone, we decided to put him in a kennel for four hours -
from 3:30 pm until the end of the viewing at 7:30 pm. At 3:45 pm, shortly after dropping him off,
we received a call from the kennel that Terp had “hopped out of his cage,
pushed the garage door button, and escaped!” Terp was now running around the countryside in
an area 60 miles from his home near two very busy highways.
My father
and I put on old clothing to forge through the snow and mud, and we went
trapesing through woods and streams looking for Terp. We spent two and a half hours hiking through
wooded areas, knocking on doors, whistling, and calling out his name – to no
avail. At 6:15 pm, we had to make the
difficult decision to leave because my grandparents’ viewing was about to
start. We quickly put on our suits and
headed to the viewing. My father and I
spent an hour at the viewing and, with my Mom’s blessing, changed back into our
old, dirty clothes and headed back out to look for Terp.
From 7:30 pm
to 10:30 pm, we again searched through the woods and fields of the area looking
for our buddy. At approximately 10:30
pm, a passing car caught the “eye shine” of an animal in the woods about twenty
yards away. I quickly called Terp’s name
and approached the area where I had seen the eye shine. As I moved closer, I heard the jingle of his
collar and put a dog treat in my hand.
After what seemed like hours, a big, scared, trembling puppy sauntered
out of the woods, took the dog treat out of my hand, and gave me a big, wet
kiss! We found him and, in doing so,
created a sliver of happiness during an otherwise very somber time.
After
smothering Terp with kisses, hugs, and dog treats for the next 12 hours, we
still had the problem of what to do with him during the funeral. We didn’t dare take him back to the kennel
and we couldn’t leave him alone in the house because he would destroy it (as he
had done previously many times when left alone). After much debate, we decided to take Terp
with us to the funeral and leave him in the car. This way, he would be with us most of the
morning and, then, during the funeral, we could constantly check on him and let
him know that he was not alone.
The funeral
was very moving and an appropriate celebration of my grandparents’ lives
together. They were married fifty-two
years and traveled everywhere together – even to heaven. After the funeral, we headed to the car to
check on Terp. As we approached, we
could see something was wrong. When we opened the door, there was Terp,
sitting in the driver’s seat with a piece of car upholstery in his mouth. Terp had destroyed the car – he had ripped
all four seat belts, chewed on the steering wheel, knocked off the rearview
mirror, and ate a huge hole in the front driver’s seat. He was basically saying “F you” for leaving
him alone again. That was Terp.
Over the
next 11 years, he would test his limits with us by stealing food from our
table, stealing food from the garbage, stealing food from our guests, barking
in our faces when he didn’t get what he wanted, and eating ANYTHING that
crossed his path (or ours).
Throughout
his lifetime, Terp underwent five invasive surgeries and, therefore, also had
countless visits to the vet:
- Had surgery to be neutered (although we loved him with all of our hearts, he didn’t need to procreate)
- Had surgery to remove one of his testicles because it didn’t descend properly
- Suffered bloat and needed emergency surgery to save his life (lost 25 pounds and had his spleen removed and his stomach stapled to his ribcage to prevent a recurrence)
- Had two bouts of pancreatitis due to complications from his bloat surgery
- Was bitten by a cat and needed pins inserted in his ear (37, to be exact) to drain the infection that occurred as a result
- Needed surgery to remove a golf glove he swallowed that had made its way to his intestines
He not only
survived all of these calamities, but thrived after he recovered. That is why it was such a blow when we found
out in early April that he had a huge tumor in his stomach. The tumor was so big that we could actually
see it protruding out of his side. The day
he was diagnosed was Wednesday, April 8, and we planned on saying goodbye to
him on Friday, April 10.
All we could
think was that this couldn’t be – Terp was invincible; he had always
recovered. How could he not now?
Over the
next two days, we smothered him with love and, on Friday morning, woke up with
very heavy hearts, knowing what lay ahead later that day. Miraculously, on Friday morning, Terp stopped
vomiting, began eating again, and went outside and played around with our other
puppy Chance. He seemed back to
normal.
The next two
and a half weeks were precious. We
figured that the tumor was benign and that the stone he had eaten that showed
up on his x-ray was the culprit of his poor health. Because we still knew his health could turn at
any minute because of his age, we really valued our time with Terp – it was
time we thought we would not have had a few weeks earlier, and we cherished
it.
Unfortunately,
on the morning of April 26, Terp took a turn for the worse. He became very listless and could not keep
any food or water down. We knew it was
time to say goodbye. We contacted our
vet and made arrangements for later that morning.
Surrounded
by his loving family and wrapped in his favorite blanket, we said goodbye to
Terp at 9:16 am on April 26, 2015.
* * * * *
Every pet
owner knows this day will come. During
the nearly thirteen years I spent with Terp, through all the moments he would
steal my food, bark in my face, scratch to go outside, steal my spot on the
couch, and just all around push his limits, I said to him countless times, “Someday I’m going to miss you.”
Over the
years, the saying became such a staple in our family that we would just look at
Terp after he did something, simply say, “Someday,” and smile lovingly.
Well… “someday”
came and I truly miss Terp. I miss him
despite all of his shenanigans. I miss
him because he had a good heart and a kind soul. I miss him because he was more than a pet; he
was my friend.
My
grandfather once told me that “we all become stories,” and I never really understood
what he meant until he passed away. At
his funeral, I gave his eulogy and I told loving stories of him and the fond
memories I had of our times together. It
was therapeutic and a way to show my love and respect for both my grandmother
and him.
So this is
my attempt to eulogize Terp and to tell the stories of our time together. The “remember when he did…” and “how about
when he…” need to be retold and remembered.
“Someday”
always comes, so make sure you make time to create stories with the ones you
love.
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I'm so thankful that my husband detailed Terp's story. I wanted it written down so that we don't forget anything about one of the loves of our life.
Here are some more pictures of our buddy... we miss him so.
Terp had such an expressive face. When he looked you in the eyes, he looked you in the eyes.
Terp (left) and Chance (right) hanging out on the driveway together.
They truly became best friends. Chance is lost without him.
Here's Terp being Terp.
He was tired, there was a table... need I say more?
Terp joined me on the driveway for some "outside afternoon time." We shared a blanket.
This picture was taken about a week before he passed.
One last picture of these two buddies for life.
Chance (left) had to get in the truck with Terpie to say his final goodbye.
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It feels empty without Terp. We ALL miss him. We'll keep his spirit alive as much as we can through sharing our favorite times with him.
Our hearts have a spot reserved for him - - forever.
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